Uhm, having a decent machine underhands everyday, that would be my "meanwhile" dream.
Having some power station and a render farm is quite too much of a dream for my poor customs.
As for what I would do with all that gear, I would grow on Anim8or, mainly. Although I'm not a kid, the time I spent staring at the screen was focused on coding and, of course, gaming, so modeling 3d is quite a new thing for me - always known the basics, but never really made anything.
I tried to make something on the UT editor, though then I lost my mind on scripting AI and abandoned modeling to work on someone else's artwork.
Well, in few words, a newcomer to Anim8or and similar, but really happy to be here.